Tuesday, February 21, 2006

friends...

one night... i saw one of my friend's status on Yahoo! messenger... he said something about losing him aim in his life and kinda lost now...

i guess this is what happened to me too... i had alot of aims once upon a time.. and i just dun know where are all my focus of life went to.. in short... i am kinda screwed now...

during secondary school... i always go to school with the aim of meeting my friends and have fun with them... and of course to attend my favourite classes... and i hate missing school...

during alpha year... i always have the aim of going to taekwondo practice every monday and wednesday... and i will try not to miss any of the additional training...
during that time... i too always look forward for lectures as i will be able to meet all my groupmates there...

during beta and gamma years... i too always look forward for a new day... to meet friends... to learn programming... to go for swimming trips and training... to have meetings wif my fellow committees... to meet new ppl.. and etc...

but well... since delta second sem until now... i sometimes felt that i just dun have any friends around... all those people i considered as closer friends, they just dissapeared sometimes...

and most frustrating that those ppl said to be close friends, they just dun act like ur close friends at all... i guess some just dun care... dun bother...

i dun know how they felt... but this is what i felt... mayb only a few are exceptional... but i felt most of them just forgotten a friend like me... i sometimes do doubt who are really my close friends... or do i have one? hahahahaha so close friends... drop me a msg sometimes...

there is a saying... "Life without friends are not complete"... i guess this is really true... my life is never complete without friends... friends shares laughter... friends shares company... friends shares sorrow... friends shares burdens... friends shares joy... and most importantly... friends shares the feeling of care...