Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Happy 23rd Birthday~
It have been quite awhile since we met and know each other...
u have been a wonderful and supportive friend...
Thank you for that...
Hope u have wonderful and beautiful yearsssss ahead...
and hope all ur DREAMsssssss come true :P
la la la la la... dun know what to say liao...
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy birthday wannie !!
Thursday, April 19, 2007
lately have been very very crazy...
life is very crazy...
a couple of things had happened over the last few weeks...
some good... some bad... some are crazy... and some lesson learned...
some good as i found another good buddy at work...
i have learned quite alot of good things from her... from her stories, from her thoughts, from her attitude... something which i always look for from a buddy...
some bad as i have spent almost 4k to join a fitness club... something which until now i could not believe... it's not something bad... but just that i have recklessly spent my money... my hard earned money... :-s
i could not believe myself, spending so much money for a fitness club... i could not believe myself joining a fitness club... something that i really couldn't believe... could u believe it? i guess not... it's pretty fucked up... yes... very fucked up...
Something for me to learn from this... this is a very hard lesson learned...
i shall not make decision because of others influence...
i must not be "sham kap" when making decision...
i must not have soft ears... i must put a barrier to myself in a decision making situation...
i must THINK VERY VERY CAREFULLY when spending money... really carefully! (please take care of ur money ym!!!!)
i did not think enough... i signed up because of i am quite emotional that time... i din realise that that's a "trap"... and yes... i fell into the trap...
i am at my budget... i could not afford anything extra... i could not pamper myself that much... and i need to refrain myself from using the credit card!
i was foolish... i was dumb... and i wasn't mindful...
argh... it was a very deep pain... very...
thanks for those who gave me some sharp pointed criticism.. yes...i do felt pain when i hear it... but that's fact... and i accept it... and i thank u for the wonderful statement... u are rite... i am very "chong dong"... very indeed... i really din think deeply enough when i made the decision
some crazy as work is being very crazy... i have been working almost 7 days a week... i am lifeless... that's pretty crappy... :(
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Thursday, April 05, 2007
as usual everyday, will go through a couple of blogs to get my daily dose of laughter... and i am tagged by someone~
since i am tagged, i shall do it...
my 6 Idiosyncrasies :
1) I am extremely spendthrift... i need to find a way to save money~ else there goes my life...
2) I am a workaholic... i hate to admit it... i want everything to goes smooth and do not wanna give problems to other ppl, just want them to be bothered wif my problems... so in a way is kinda perfectionist(but not so perfectionist...) i guess alot of ppl could not stand the way i work... cos when i work, any other things dun seems to matter anymore... (most of the things at least)... i shall change my attitude... i need to care for the ppl and things around me more... and not supremely indulged in my working-world...
3) to my surprise, i love Gardenia Toast'em Apricot bread... 2 days 1 loaf as my munching snack.. yum yum... will eat them when i am feeling sleeping around 4pm in the noon in the office... keke good snack..
4) I love anything that is beautiful... i like all nice things...(things that i feel it's nice la of course... not everything in the world)
especially state-of-the-art innovations!
nice food, nice coffee, nice gadgets, beautiful and nice girls(i mean decent looking), nice environment, nice jungle, nice sea, nice water... and etc etc... i just enjoy them... but i do take care of them as well~ and not forgetting... good company from nice ppl... (starbucks kaki :) )
5) I am super dupper short fused... I might look like a HEHE-HAHA type of person... but when something spark me off, i will go like BOOM!! explode like a nuclear bomb...
but after that will turn back into the HEHE-HAHA me~
6) I am a chocolate fan... yum yuum.... chocolate makes me happy
so who should i tag?
Lilo, Lamwannie, Eugene Lim, Maxine Anne Sibert, Khoo May Ling, Siau han...
quote from my sifu, namfai :
everything in a company is a mess,
if you use IT to manage them, you get a hi-tech, organized mess.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Life ain't always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart
Life ain't always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day
But the struggle makes you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' it sweet time
No,life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin' all these lonely miles
And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life dont work that way
But the struggles makes me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' its sweet time
No, life aint always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But its a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride
this song sings what is inside my heart...
life really ain't always beautiful... with lots of violent ups and downs... which it makes life pretty interesting... since life ain't always beautiful, let's make this life a better one and make every life around u a better one instead of bringing more sorrow into life~
let's together make this world a better place to live!